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Wanting to Want

Not wanting to want
But still wanting
How fucked up is that?
I want the best for you
As I always have
As I always will
Even though you left me wanting
Even though you left me wanting to want
How fucked up is that?
Wanting to never want
But forever wanting
Forever wanting to want
How fucked up is that?


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Sometimes I

Sometimes I feel guilty
                            When I want to be alone
Sometimes I feel lonely
                            When standing in a crowd
Sometimes I feel crowded in
                            When left all by myself
Sometimes I feel selfish
                            For not wanting to give
Sometimes I don’t give a shit
                            How I’ll be received
Sometimes I want a reception
                            Not caring where it leads
Sometimes I follow the leader
                            Not knowing where they’ll go
Sometimes I go it alone
                            When I need a helping hand
Sometimes I hand it down
                            In order to pick myself up
Sometimes I pick up the pieces
                            After being let down
Sometimes I spiral downward
                            In order for my spirits to rise
Sometimes I raise the bar
                            For limits to be realized
Sometimes I need a reality check
                            To put my feet on the ground
Sometimes I need grounded faith
                            In order to be wise
Sometimes I need wisdom
                            To swallow down my pride
Sometimes I feel proud
                            Even when I finish dead last
Sometimes I leave a lasting impression
                            Though I’m trying to be slight
Sometimes I slightly envision
                            What can’t be fully grasped
Sometimes I grasp for straws
                            When I should use reason
Sometimes I am unreasonable
                            When I won’t admit I’m wrong
Sometimes I wrongfully judge
                            When I share equal guilt
Sometimes I feel guilty
                            When I want to be alone

 


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